Monday, September 13, 2010

I'm not going to lie or say it pretty--
anal cancer is really shitty.

For a week or two I was unable to speak without turning everything into a rhyming limerick. I'm over it. If I'd started blogging then, it would have been more entertaining, but now, with the anti-psychotic drug working its magic, I am ordinary again.

I'm ordinary, except that I have no anus and no rectum, and I will be pooping into a bag on my belly for the rest of my natural life.

1 comment:

  1. My dearest Sue~
    I am SO proud of YOU!

    There is no way to candy coat Anal Cancer!

    It is horrible. I think that you blogging what now is normal for you will help others understand the pain, trials and torment that you will have to live in for the rest of your life. You may be ordinary now with the help of your anti psychotic drugs but for the rest of the world, it will help them not to become psychotic lunatics if anal cancer comes and visits them.

    I challenge you to be open and honest with your struggles. Your writing may help numerous others who are trying to maintain sanity in their VERY SHITTY situation as they deal with their own anal cancer.

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